Felt like this rough patch during the year was never going to end ! It was like bad thing after bad thing and so on, i was feeling so down, because i thought turning 18 would be the best year of my life ? But why was all this crap happening ?!
So i decided to shift my focus from focusing on all the ‘crap’ stuff that had happened and weighed it up next to all the ‘good’ that had/has happened, and surely enough the good outweighed the bad.. Haha
Although i was going through a rough patch and was totally unsure what i had done to deserve this, like i thought i was a good person ?
Good person > good karma right ? haha that was legit my thinking ..
BUT once i started focusing on how blessed i am with simple things such as friends and family who are always there to support me, the ability to drive my own car wherever i want to go, having a fit and healthy enough body to exercise, being blessed with education etc. Life is actually pretty swell.
But it was so easy to fall into the trap of thinking a bad ‘day’ was a bad ‘life’ when in reality IT WAS JUST A BAD DAY.
So now that i feel my head is screwed on correctly and i have returned back to human land, i think i can begin to blog again hahaha without coming across as a completely emotionally damaged psycho.
THAT PHASE HAS PASSED GUYS A PROMISE :)
Im always here to chat, hehe xxx
let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
when there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
we can go to the movies and sit in the back row
just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.
we’ll paint the rooms of our house
and get more paint on us than the walls.
we can hold hands and go to parties we end up
ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.
and slow dance with me in our bedroom
with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
let me love you forever.